Self Portrait with
Nazi Demonstration
Leipzig 4/20/15
Just like that the day is black
And blue, bruised with hate.
Just like that my skin, black
As fine leather stretches so tight
I might tear into bright black
Ribbons. See the flag-- spent
And flaccid-- the windless black,
Red and gold clutched in a fist
That I fear will name my black
Face dirt, and land. And so, just
Like that plans fade to black--
A sunlit walk home folds flat
Into a taxi’s steel skin, the black
Seat holding my body upright.
See the street draped in black
Uniforms, the shrill blue shout
Of sirens, the march of black-
Draped demonstrators, faces set
Toward the sun in rows of black
Sunglasses. I want to shoot
Something, to become a black
Grizzly and claw someone’s throat:
What I mean is I want to be black
And brave, but today, I am not.
Just like that, shame.
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